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growing up
June 29, 2017 | 8:54 AM | 0 comments
The rumour has it when people say you will grow up meeting new peoples, good and bad or fairly good and bad.
i believed that God had His own reason why I am here now, away from beloved families,alone, deciding things for myself to survive. I thought I have learnt something new and be a new person yada yada, way better than I was before, but the thought has taking its way up as for the reality I AM THE SAME PERSON AS I WAS. Still doing things recklessly, Not knowing how to analyse things wisely, Still the same hard soul when it comes to friendship problems, and the saddest thing is I still prone to being lied/scammed/whatevercrimeis T.T okay, so what's the relation of my first sentence of the paragraph on what i'm trying to convey now? the presence of these new peoples in my life shaping me up towards where I am now, in heart. Yes, I am still the same old person but the lesson I learnt is not necessarily to be mould into an action, right? Things do takes time. Only God knows what I have been through throughout my life, and I am happy to know that He still given me the chance to learnt new things. |