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Old diary :)
September 6, 2016 | 1:32 PM | 0 comments
Assalamualaikum guys. Have a good wednesday yaw. Why do i blogging again. Maybe some of you doubt it or maybe none care for this blog. Yaa im not that famous. Just a simple girl who are trying to discover every piece in herself, her life, her heart. Some says as we grow up we gradually find whats in ourself. And also we grow up we change alot. Either physically or mentally change aite? Im trying to make my days better than yesterday. In Islam it is a must for us to be better than yesterday aite as it is said by pbuh muhammad, our beloved rasulullah :) it is like when ur today is worse than the day before, it means u'll be cursed. How strict. Yehh it's just want u to be discipline enough. Thats what Islam ask for. Perfection, comfort, flexible and all of good things is inside Islam. Believe me. When u are feeling down and theres nobody listen to u. U have Allah by ur side. Wanna knows where Allah put you in his side, check ur heart and find where u put Him in ur heart. When u come to Him walking, He comes to you running. It is said by one of the hadith i read before. Correct me if im wrong :) okay stop babbling.
Hm. About the diary. Recently i've got to recall all of my memories in Igop. I reread old diaries. That diary i used last year, before spm. Wahh. So many words that full of of motivation. Those words that urge me to struggle, to not to mind what others talk to you, but then i regretted myself why wont i read all of these words during spm. At least i dont playing around with friends much rather than studying n strggling for spm. Hm hm. It is too late to regret la tymah. So from now on ive decided myself just let the past be bygone. And whats in front of me is only in His hand and i'll accept no matter what happen as i know He choose the best for me. For all spm leaver the only last ikhtiar to do is to pray and pray to Him. Im sure that if He want it that way it will be. No matter how hard u try and if He want to hold ur success in spm, he can delay it in ur future. Who knows what future serve for us aite? Plus no matter how hard u try, even if u trying very best, if ur relationship with him u cant even manage it well, theres no use of all the efforts dear. Last word, im sorry for just wasting ur time to read such an annoying writing. Hahah. ALL THE BEST FOR 0812 BATCH THIS 20TH MARCH AND THE FUTURE. YEAHHH! #Sorry for the broken English :) This pic is my diary. Haha what a cakar ayam writing. Hm i want to study in JUST. If he willing it. Labels: broken english, muhasabah, result, spm leavers |