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SYUKUR.
December 20, 2014 | 8:14 AM | 0 comments
Astaghfirullah.
By the time I was busy complaining about this and that,
There stood my sister thinking of how her life's going to be in the future,
With all the medicines she couldn't live without,
and all the medical equipment she has to bring anywhere she go,
Trying to repress and forgetting her big ambition deep in her heart,
Being a businesswoman, it is all she wants.
But at her only first semester in university, she got the most heartbroken news,
That she no longer can act like a normal teenage,
To do crazy things with friends at college, to hang out with others on weekend,
All she's doing now is to stay at home thinking on how she can survive,
In the means of how she can do to get side income,
As she do not comfortable to burden her parents anymore,
At her early 21, she has to bear with all of this.
How can I'm not being grateful to Allah who has lend me all of this blessing,
From submitting into good school to getting a scholarship to study abroad,
It was so contradicting on what she got in her life,
She may think that I got all the things that I want,
But, lucky to her, while have been strong enough to get this kinda test from Him,
Remember this, "Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity" [2:286]
and also, the happiness in this world is indeed a fake pleasure.
Nothing in this world to be compare with Jannah.
How can I'm not worshiping him while He take care of me from all circumstances,
O Allah, I may not be your best slave, but I do trying to be among of those of You blessed with.
O Allah, grant me and my family your blessing and Jannah .
Amiiin.
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